! I AM THE PULLER !

Who am I?

My mind constantly is surrounded by the stigmas

and on the road-side,

I am bound to follow the norms..

Those norms which are the social dogmas.

I am the puller-

the Rickshaw puller!



Comes the winter

and I get shattered.

I manage to collect the blanket somehow

but its not easy to wear it anyhow.

Driving the rickshaw keeps me away from being cosy,

and instatntly I ask,

I ask to myself

Who am I?

Yes, I am the puller-

the Rickshaw puller!



The sprinkling water droplets drench me completely,

giving me the liberty to enjoy the Spring!

I care not of my clothes and whereabouts

as I don't possess them unlike my doubts!

Sometimes it rains heavily,

For me it is the reason to earn bread,on contrary!

I wonder if I am really different from others!

and instatntly I ask,

I ask to myself,

Who am I?

yes, I am the puller-the Rickshaw puller!



It is the time for summers

to test my patience and see me shuddered.

I sweat and perspire to earn my living

and people cover their noses

to avoid the smell of sweating.

I am not like you

who wears deodrants and perfumes.

I am the simple "me" who is hand to mouth,

I still wonder

Who am I?

The puller-the Rickshaw puller!



The society teach us to respect the elders,

to respect his age and worries to shoulder!

I carry people irrespective of their age

and shoulder their weights.

Does anyone cares what is my age?

I am also the elder just like anyone else

and is forced to wonder

Who am I?

I am the puller-the Rickshaw puller!



People bargain the cost of their journey

and take the advantage of being rich and eating honey!

I struggle hard for two chappatis

and wonder...wonder about who am I?

I thank the Almighty for the day I experienced

and wish the other day to be better

much better than yesterday and today.

I wish...

I wish to be like others
who never cares to thank me for the services.
I expect not to be a millionare
but desire to be admired.
Why did i wonder? Why did i question?
when i know nothing could be changed?
but still i sleep with satisfaction
and no worries give me distraction!
I am the way I am
I am the puller-the rickshaw puller!
I am the puller-the richshaw puller!!

!!!!MAN-MADE BIRDS!!!!

written on
13 august 2008

Four of you are in my room,
having no space to fly and bloom!
oh! how real you look!
and force me to keep hooked!
thank you very much for the solace you provide!

I bought you from the market,
to decorate my room a bit.
But you proved me wrong this time
by dancing on the beats of fan in rhyme.
thank you very much for the solace you provide!

My mood fluctuates and mind vibrates
on looking at you go round and rotate.
oh! the ecstasy and solace you provide!
keep flourishing in the way you are
thank you very much to keep on par!!!!!

!!!!!! A DREAM !!!!!!!!

2 october 2008
I opened my eyes today
and found a smile on my face.
Without knowing the reason
I started my day!

The smile is now no more a smile
but it had converted into a blush.
oh! what was there in my dream?
Is dream the reason of my blush?
I wonder...
but somehow my day started!

Damn! I now could recollect
what was that dream about!
It forced my past to come in my present
not as a reality but in a dream!
A dream...yes...it was a dream
but i scream
that my DREAM was CLEAN!!!!!

!! AMICABLE IS YOU!!

30 september 2008,tuesday

It was the time when me and you
followed the norms heaped like hue,
stood you determined dictating the rules
I found you sometimes in various moods!
oh my teacher, fascinating is YOU!!

Tolerating my language and writings in spanish
I saw you struggling with pen and vanish!
Those were the days of utmost bliss,
when we were taught by our MISS!

Stranger you were for me at first
and dearer you became like a thrust!
I consistently tried to understand you better
but the misdeeds by me made my image tattered!
I would try my best to recover the things
and save you from reading my awful writings!
Hope you maintain the amicability in you
oh my teacher, fascinating is YOU!!!!!!!!!!

"Facing The Defeats......."

20 june 2oo8

I find myself in the web of dreams..
when i see my people becoming lean.
An unusual force saves me clean
and is the source of me being sheen!

My stars have left me to discover
the very essence of my inner cover.
I successfully proved to be a failure
oh ghosh! What a mess is with my career!

I have lost the faith in me
and this is the reason for me in defeat.
The only name i keep repeating in conceit
is of the almighty-GOD
who knows what am i going
to receive from this defeat!

"MY AMBIGUITIES"

Incredible change is what i feel,
loss of confidence is dificult to heel,
is there anyone with whom i can read?
The sense of ambiguity still persist,
lost in my world,
I FEEL!

growing my age and so is my individuality,
no one can stop the rupturous personality!
i think to respond my own way
as i have to go far away and away!
but the persisting ambiguity still persist
and lost in my world
I FEEL!

i am spellbound by the majesty of the CROWN!
the way he created the world beneath his frown.
hope the answers of my ambiguities i could find in him
I FEEL being in my world
but my ambiguities still persist.
yes....my ambiguities still persist!!!

!!!! THE PATHOS OF A DAUGHTER!!!

sigh...
I watch a story!
something unique is attractive in it
the characters and morals it carry with!
i go deep down in its core
to understand it more and more
but the domination prevails
and peripheries are drawn to stop me and constrain.
oh father.....i am speechless!

cannot the things change which suits everyone?
or only me have to change the defination of fun?
tell me.....tell me.....the source of my anguish
which invokes me and force me to perish!
my agony is less the worth
that is why it get burried down the hearth!
sigh....I watch a story my father!

writing the things need not change the situations
but i tell you
My inquisitiveness knows no bounds.
It will continue its journey
far and long.....
bong! bong!
I will speak being speechless
oh father...let me speak!
let me watch a story!